Wednesday, April 28, 2010

WIW...Belly

Starting weight: 160 lbs
Weight Today : 153 Lbs
Weight loss this week: 2.2 lbs
Total weight loss: 7 lbs
Well I guess I just took off the weight I put on last week. I am happy. I can't wait to get to the 10 lbs lost mark, but I am happy.

WIW...Lacey

Starting Weight: 174.4lbs
Weight today: 155.2lbs
This week's weight loss: .6lbs
Total weight loss: 19.2

Not great but at least it something. I honestly thought I would gain this week so I guess I am happy.

Friday, April 23, 2010

Me too

I found out that I am COMPLETELY an emotional eater. When ever I feel stressed or down or tired or out of control....I eat. I am the complete opposite of an anorexic. If I can't control my life or a situation, I definitely can control my food and eat what ever I want to eat. You can always base my life and how happy I am by how much I weigh...It is so sad. 29 years and I am just figuring myself out.
 NO MORE.
Now when I am feeling down I will try and yell at people and punch things the way normal people do. Or...just not eat bad things.

Thursday, April 22, 2010

Kill me now

I think today I gained all my weight back. Its been awful. First Aunt flow is trying to kill me. Then Abby is sick and super clingy and whinny, so if I set Briggs down to help her he wails as if I put him in a bucket of acid. What does that all mean....It means I ate my weight in chocolate today, had some cheddar peppers and whatever else I could shove in my mouth to sooth the shock of the day. I need help, pizza anyone?

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

I am a loser!!!

Ok so the girls are kicking my butt, the one who got this all started has been royally side tracked. All excuses aside I need to get my booty in gear quick!!! I havent wieghed in 2 weeks and havent had the money to go to Jenny so I am not sure where I am I just know that I need to do something and fast!! I am so proud of my sissys for sticking to it and doing awesome. I vow to get back on track.

WIW...Lacey

Starting Weight: 174.4lbs
Weight today: 155.8lbs
This week's weight loss: 3.4lbs
Total weight loss: 18.6lbs

I am sure this is a bit out of whack since I was sick this last week and didn't eat much. But I like it still the same. Lets just hope it doesn't kill me next week...

WIW...Belly

Starting Weight: 160
Weight today:155.2
Weight loss this week: +2
Total weight loss: 4.8

I should be furious. I had a really rough week. I had french fries from Red Robin on Randy's birthday and on Sunday I ate ice cream and cookies. Other than that I stayed pretty on track. I guess I can't be too upset because I think I got some really good runs in. It is really frustrating to know I am starving and I run my tail off and I get negative results. Just got to work harder I guess. (I mean 2 birthdays in one week..it was a set up form the start.)
Here's to hoping for better next week.....

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

WIW...Belly

Starting Weight: 160 lbs
Weight today: 153.2 lbs
Weight loss This week: 2.2 Lbs
Total weight loss: 6.8 lbs

I can't believe it.  I guess I need to eat more or something because I had some not so good days where I ate the things I wanted. (In small portions.) Running is getting harder. Last night I ran 6 miles in an hour and 10 min. (An 11.5 min mile...getting better.) I don't really care about the time as much as the distance. Again, I wanted to puke. I can't even imagine running twice that for the race! 2 more months of training left...

WIW...Lacey

No Gain, No loss. Its been a rough week.

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Ugh...

I don't know what it is but this week has been ROUGH. For the last 3 days I haven't been good. I haven't gorged myself, but I haven't been counting calories either. I know it could be a lot worse however, I cheated and got on the scale and I have gain 2 pounds. I have only gotten to run once this week so that may have something to do with it. Today is a new day. I am counting again and being strict. Man, I cannot wavier for a second. Last night Randy and I went out on a dinner date and it was really hard not to just enjoy it because I was feeling so guilty. And, all I had was a sandwich and a small ice cream. I have to be able to live like a normal human being, but I am finding it to be impossible. Eight more pounds and I will be happy, I promise. AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! I feel better now...

WIW is Sunday!!

Now that I am working again my schedule is all out of whack. I had to change my Jenny appoitment till tomorrow. I know the news will not be good. I have been out of Jenny food and not eating all what I should. I dont feel like I have gained any weight back but I guess we will just have to wait and see..I need to get my groove going again...feeling blah again...and thats never a good sign....I need to keep forging ahead..I CAN DO IT!!!

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

WIW...Belly

Starting Weight: 160 lbs
Weight today :   155.4
Weight loss this week: 1 lb
Total weight loss:  4.6 lbs.

Well, over all I am happy. My progress is VERY slow but steady. I still don't know what is wrong with me, but I am happy it is a least 1 pound.
On a side note I ran 6 miles last night. 6 freaken miles! It is the first time in my life I thought I was literally going to puke. I had to eye the trash cans as I did my laps just to make sure. My body was like, "What are you doing to me? We don't do this...sorry, you are on your own." I am surprised I didn't lose control of my bowels all together!!

WIW...Lacey

Not much time so here are the stats:

Starting Weight: 174.4lbs
Weight today: 159.2lbs
This week's weight loss: 2.4lbs
Total weight loss: 15.2lbs

Saturday, April 3, 2010

Easter Beaster

Easter you have bated me in with your delicious food. Today Jay had an Eater egg hunt. They had donuts and hot chocolate. I probably would have stayed strong but it was negative freezing degrees. The hot chocolate was the only thing keeping me alive. I had to ingest it to sustain life. It tasted like liquid gold in my mouth. I guess I will have to run 10 miles to burn it off....but it was worth it.

Thursday, April 1, 2010

Guilty

So I have been doing pretty good with my diet thus far. No real problems. But, today the kids and I met Seth for lunch at my favorite Chinese restaurant. I did not eat nearly the portion I would have prior to losing weight. I did not order the delicious crab and cream cheese rangoons. I think this was the first time I have walked out of there not needing to unbutton my pants because I gorged myself. I kept it simple, and it was so yummy!!!! But I know it was not the greatest thing to eat and so did my body. I feel so sick. I guess that's what I get for straying a bit. Hopefully this doesn't ruin next weeks weigh in....Lacey